Nothing heals or speaks to me the way music does. It wraps me up so tightly in its lyrical embrace and soothes every aching bone, bandages every bleeding wound, and comforts my hurting heart and restless soul.
Thank you…
The Heart In Me
I guess today is a day for an outpouring of my thoughts. I look back on who I was a year ago and I know I have made progress. I know I have grown. I know I am better than who I was at 23, a year from today. I’m not pining over a guy. I’m not licking the wounds of a broken heart. I’m not filled with sadness. I’m not so broken anymore.
I’m recovering from all those bleeding wounds that have covered me for so long. I finally understand and feel love. What it means to embrace the love of God, family, friends, and this life I’ve been given. There is love in me. And it is absolutely breathtaking. I am a lovely, loveable treasure, and no one can ever again make me feel less than I am.
The heart in me is whole, strong, healing, and hopeful.
I am happy!
~~Acoustic Imagery~~
Today is the last day of two important parts of my life right now. I sit her smiling, knowing that when I open my eyes tomorrow a new beginning awaits me. A fresh start in a new place with new people, and new experiences. I realized that I was afraid of this change, not because I didn’t want it but because I was afraid it wouldn’t be better than what I have now.
We must change. Change is how we grow. I’m nervous and excited for this blank page that starts tomorrow moring when I wake. I know that no matter what comes my way I will make the best of it. I will make a new home for myself. I will discover more and more of what I want and who I am. My lungs will breathe in new scents. My eyes will take in new sights. My soul will shed it’s old color for a new one.
I will change. I will grow. I will learn. I will…
(Source: nostalgicvoices)

